I once was a child, life was full
of joy and happy moments. Growing up was never easy, living in the world
surrounded by people with opinions, perceptions and experiences. Dreaming and
making wishes that I prayed to God to align with his plans for my life. I was
a child full of love, dreams and bright future. At this point and time,
looking back at my life as a child; I can proudly say it was a long journey
with ups and downs. I don’t remember a day that went by without me thinking of
how I want see myself accomplishing my goals and live my dreams.
Life is what we make out of
ourselves regardless of obstacles and challenges that may arise. I never gave
up until today; to me this day is more like a wakeup call. I’ve never felt
empty like how I’m currently felling now. Everything seems to be dilapidating
right under my nose but then again somebody out there looking at me from a
distance may conclude that all is well with me. All I can say right now is your
thoughts must remain your opinions until you get to know my story.
I don’t want to be a critic of my
own life but I want to lead a life of my own without judgements discrimination from my peers who have their own flaws. I owe it to myself to put happiness first. This is how I see it, happiness is joy and compassion you shared
with your inner self during the trying times that made you feel the importance
of life to oneself. It is up to you, whether or not to take a u-turn for
better or for worse. I’m in charge and that simply means, whatever I decide
today will always have an impact in my life forever.
Sounding strong doesn’t mean I’m
powerful; I won’t kill myself trying to please someone that didn’t give me life
to begin with. All I can say is, evaluate the people around you today, maybe it’s time to
promote, demote or terminate; all the liabilities must be let go. When they
wrote you off and had breakfast discussing you. When they agree on destroying
you.....little did they know that your 3rd day is coming like Jesus
Christ, you will rise again....trust you me....I’m risen.
